Jazz Decadence

I've made some new friends
They're smooth music smooths me
Too bad they're all dead now.

xxx

Talia

Black & Blue

Her knobby knees
Peeks through
Her short skirt
Her legs decorated
With black and blues
And he kisses them
As she cries
And he tells her stories
Of knights and damsel's in distresses
Who have suffered just as much as she
And with a sniffle and the crackle of a band-aid
Everything is fixed.

xxx

Talia

I am desperate for love
But boys don't like girls
Who have dirt underneath their fingernail
And stubble on their legs
Boys don't like girls
Who adorn fat cheeks
And have small gaps in between their two front teeth
Boys don't like girls
Who cry when someone touches them softly
And those who don't ever want to wake up in the morning, fearing what the day might bring
Boys don't like girls
That are like me.
It is that simple.
                                                               

xxx

Talia

The Heat is Suffocating Me, This Apartment is Too Small

I want to punch my fist into a wall.

I hate everyone and everything. 

I just want to cry. 

I feel so drained.

If               I                 Continued               This              List               It               Would                                

Be             Too           Long.

xxx

Talia

                                                                     

I Hate Rain Analogies

The rain pounds rigorously
Almost as rigorously
As the sadness pounds against my heart
I'm afraid of being crushed.

xxx

Talia

I Can Not Satisfy Myself

Tonight is especially bad
I crave horrible pain with every fiber inside of me.

xxx

Talia

Cancer Feasts Upon Us All

The cancer is eating her alive
She is becoming so cruel
Letting any foul words fall out of her mouth
Not even bothering biting her tongue
And I cry until my throat is sore and my eyes are red
The sad part is
It was not even for her
But because of her
How selfish am I.

xxx

Talia