Trying

          Today I got out of my bed, despite me wanting to stay there for the rest of the day.

          Today I changed out of my pajamas, despite their comfort. 

          Today I made myself a cup of tea, until the teapot sung it's song. 

          And for someone who is a delicious meal for sadness to eat upon...

          These are all wonderful accomplishments. 

xxx

Talia

          Lately I have been feeling extra disgusted with myself. With my horrible acne-prone skin, my increasing weight (that I think I'm just losing control over), with the cellulite that coats the back of my legs and my ass. The scars the mark both of my stretch-marked thighs, my stomach, and my arms.
          It's as if all I can do these days is point out all of the bad things about myself- appearance wise and personality wise. I'm just so unhappy, and my emotions are spinning out of control. I can no longer ground myself.

xxxx

Talia